Friday, November 28, 2008

<终极一家>

woo woo~
today overslept.so never go to school =x
whole day staying at home and watch <终极一家>
interesting show!haha!
now only on ep 23...total 55 ep!
dunno need how many days more to complete it.
LOLS!


tmr tmr!霹雳MIT ep 4!
Aaron!!

wow wow!

Monday got test..gonna study again =(
assignment haven complete..
sians~

TC people!

Thursday, November 27, 2008

GOSH! Doubts~


Assignments Assignments~ headache head ache~ GOSH!
now i found out 1 month of programming lesson i learn nothing~
HELL MAN~

HELP!! LOLS.
wonder how my assignment will end up like~
K-BOOK already~
anyone can teach me how to create blogskin?
wahax! although im IT student,but im a useless one lo~
WTH~


later going to CL meeting~
LAZY~
LOLS

LOLS!
watching the X-Family.
LOLS.
delay so long now finally got time watch le=)
Ding Xiao Yu..cool=))

FAHRENHEIT ROCKS MAN!
TIAMO YA LUN..
waiting..22 more days to their concert..

and 3rd album=))
waiting waiting^^
i miss Aaron!!
OBSESSION AGAIN~
WAHAX!

TC!


Wednesday, November 26, 2008

TODAY~


MY ADDICTION X))

Nothing much today.. just came home from school. tired~
well but school was quite fun la..
haha.
in class when Hui Sheng n Audrey talks about Fahrenheit my mood all come back liao!

LOLS!
n he was also discussing with me about Aaron..

he ask mie if i ever dream of Aaron before..
Of cause la..日有所思,夜有所梦嘛~

LOLS!
their face was just like *faint~
but i was so high la..
cant control myself till my teacher ask me to keep quite~ =X
LOLS!

well well~

holiday soon..nowadays keep test test test, assignments assignments assignments~
STRESS~ LOLS

today saw a news, Aaron was facing drop out from school due to long terms for missing lesson.. stud by the message,must be hard for him to cope so much~ think he more stress~hope everything will be fine soon..

counting down..
23 days to Fahrenheit concert!

EXCITED MAN!!

tata.
take care people=)

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

最近



最近的我好多了。
谢谢大家的关心。赫赫^^
Audrey,Jeslyn 我会竞量少喝酒了。放心,放心~
别每天的每天都nag我了啦!哈哈!
开玩笑的。呵呵。。
Rachel mei mei,Alfin,Amelia,Nurul,Sheena,Noel,Jer
thanks for the concern=))
appreciated =D

school was fun man!
ITE FRIENDS: AMILY,AUDREY,ZHAO CHENG,HUI SHENG,ALFIN,LIAN TAI,NURUL,NINA,KAN JUN,KANG TE,ESLYNN,SHI RONG.
they are just so cute and funny lars~
LOLS!

最近的我也好累哦。
应该是前几天都没好好休息吧?
要卜眠咯!哈哈!

不知道现在的他怎样了~
不想因为我,害他难过~
咳~

别想那么多了!
船到桥头自然直嘛!
大家大家要加加油哦!

TAKE CARE!


《霹雳MIT》第四集



看了第三集的《霹雳MIT》!
超赞的!亚纶帅!帅!帅!
要看哦!!
哈哈
有了霹雳小组的合作下,747险然的通过了游戏挑战。
下一个接到游戏挑战的
天魔星?!
007会有什么样的反映呢?
受害者会是谁呢?
天魔星能通过挑战吗?
请期待第四集的《霹雳MIT》。


Saturday, November 22, 2008

TIME SHALL MANAGE~

no mood for schooling..
but tried to cheer myself up.cause im e one who gave up.
so i must stand up!
but i was like so crazy when i saw FAHRENHEIT article in newspaper.
whole class looking at me..
shy shy leh~wahahahx!

*they are not 花瓶 !!


den culinary lesson bake cup cakes!
fun fun.haha!
my cup cakes..

haha..see the words in the cup cake?
guess some of them will say me crazy again. =X
hahas!

yesterday went for Jer's birthday party!
steam boat!
Looks so wen xin.haha.but too bad did'nt manage to finish the foods.
well~
den YiXiu bought Jer's fav cake,which really surprised her.
haha.
if you see how she lick the plate,den you can imagine how er xin liao~
wahahahahas.
but i've no mood,like spoiling everyone's mood.sorry~
after that went to my blk downstairs.bought some alcohol to drink..
nowadays dunno why..start picking the habit of drinking to release everything.

.The Bdae gal.



see how she lick the plate~haha!
after kanna sabo~

PHOTO TAKING SESSION=)
.
.
SWEETIES!

THEY DOING MY POSE LA~HAHA!.
.
mix mix~

however,think i've drink too much yesterday that i've an headache when i woke up for work,
these few days didnt really sleeps.
keep thinking n thinking.
but since i've choosen to give up.shall be firm i guess.
but was hurt again when i saw his message this morning.
i felt im so bad.im a heart breaker~
i better not get into relationship to hurt others~
let me be the bad guy~
haishh..

today mood also horrible.
after reading e msg,really cant control~
start the water tap~
till i reached store.
n i've really no mood that i didn't even greet anyone when i normally do..
not even talk for quite long..
but after awhile,i find i shouldnt let it affect my work,but i really cant concentrate much..
dunno la..

haishh...
every part of compass point is full of memories of him..
guess it really takes time..

joanna thanks for accompanying me..

TAKE CARE PEOPLE!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JER JER=)

Friday, November 21, 2008

结束了

争扎了那么久的问题,
最后,还是选折了放手。
或许这对他对我都好吧?

昨天,11 15pm 忍痛说出了分手。
很多事,不是三言两语能够说清楚的。
会有如持的决定,也是坚持好久的。
舍不的,又如何呢?发生太多事了,无法再与情人的方式面对他。
对比此,这决定比较公平吧?

伤心后,还要学会坚强的面对往后的日子。
没有了他,我的生活会怎样?
很多 事都得试着去习惯。

出门,没人帮我拿包包
心情不好,没人听我发老搔
放工,放学没人送我回家,等等。

再也不会有被人夫式的感觉了。
心痛,不舍得,但,很多事真的不是我们能控制的。

想想还是这样好吧?
放手了,给比此自由。
让时间冲荡一切吧!
有缘的话,最终还是会在一起的。

希望比此都会过的好好的
寻找自己的天堂。
愿他能找到比我更直得他爱的女孩。
而我?传心在学业与事业上吧.
爱情的话,等我能学会处理自己的心,学会爱自己了,才有资格爱别人。

对不起,我是坏人~


Thursday, November 20, 2008

给飞轮海的炎亚纶。




Glitter Words
Glitter Words



亚纶!生日快乐哦!!

愿你心想事成,事事顺心=)
梦想成真!!
天天开心!

加油!

亚纶部落格《激動》



亚纶回国就马上更新了哦!
快,快。
哈哈!
今天他的生日,又老了一岁了哦!
happy birthday!
有世界各地的人为你庆生的感觉应该很幸福吧?哈哈!
“那種激動 即使我回到冷斃了的台北 這份溫暖也守護著我直到此時此刻我還能因為想起你們誠心的祝福的畫面而興奮”
看到亚纶开心,也满足了!嗬嗬。
加油咯!

感觉

现在的我,真的不知道该怎么做。
是放手?还是挽留?
对他的感觉,
是习惯 还是爱?
不放心 还是不甘心?
不知道,不知道!烦~
想放手的人是我,
但,说出口时,痛哭的也是我。
我在做什么?
一向向往自由的人是我,
现在要放手时为何却优于了~
haishh..
我的心到底是要什么?
脑海里想的又是什么?
真的不知道。

在一起时,真的感觉不一样了,
但,为和想放开时,会回想起过去?
明明没那么爱他了,
为和还会心痛?
我认清了真心话吗?

以前的我以为放手只是把话说清楚,
但,现在才董,那么辛苦。
不只是一方面会受伤,
说放手也需要勇气~

怎么办,感觉不简单,相爱容易,相楚难!
怎么办,感觉不见了,到那找?
怎么办,是分开好?还是装做不知道?

有时很想逃避,
但,逃避不是结决的方法。
可是真的不知道,不知道啦~

我讨厌我自己~

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

i hate myself

yesterday after receiving some msg,
burst into tears,dun wan mum to notice im crying,
so went out alone to the playground.
Noel came down to look for me.
i cant stop myself from crying.tears just keep rolling down from my eyes.
i really dunno what to do.
i dun know my own feeling~
drank a little yesterday.
cant wake up this morning for PE~
was late..
Finally i said it out.but wasnt firm enough..
was touched again~
now i guess we just need some time to cool down ourselves.
to really think about this relationship.
at first wanna give up this relationship e people is me.
now after saying break up,cry like crazy~
what the hell im doing?
GOSH!
im just hurting him even more.
but i just cant be firm with my decision,i afraid i will regret~
i hate myself...
after school went pasir ris park with Audrey,
chit chating.
had a nice chat i guess..
but still no answer in my heart yet.
what should i do?
what m i doing?
what i wan?
is there still love?
i dunno~
i just really really really
HATE MYSELF~

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

my day?


today schooling was hard day for me.
things gonna be sort out~
making me to crack my brains~
so quite emo-ing these few days..
thanks god still have frens to concern mie man.
thanks Audrey n Amily for e consultant.
thanks Kan Jun,Alfin for the cold jokes to cheer me up=)
thanks friends=)

after school went to Expo Food Fair!
was pulled by Amily to enjoy myself?
LOLS.
is like wow!FOODS!!
n Amily spend the most!
40 bucks!she become Aunty Amily le!
LOLS!!!

had a nice day i guess?
hahas.

decision to be make must be done.
just finding time to sort my feelings out.
but after listening to mum words...
think i've got the answer i guess?
finding the courage to accept myself....

Monday, November 17, 2008

爱还在吗?

有时候,真的觉得好累.
累的原应不是你对我不好, 而是觉得自己不直得你的爱..
因为现在的我,无法给你承诺.
我不却定你是不是我一至想找的主角..

对于爱情,我并没有很了解,其实,我好乱.
不知道什么是爱情,也不知道对与你的感觉,还是爱吗?
好烦哦!在我心里,重怀疑永恨不变的爱情真的存在吗?
不懂爱情的我竟然还在不知不觉中,伤害了你..对不起..
好多的话说不出口...
但每当你对我好时,我内疚了...
不知道是要坚强的放手,还是静静的待在你身边呢?
可是,这样的爱情又能惟此多久呢?会幸福吗?
感觉会回来吗?很难吧?

不懂爱的我,不直得被爱
不爱自己的我更没有资格爱任合人。

交往的这1年5 个月,对于彼此的认识又有多少呢?
你说你了解我,你真的了解吗?
我想要的?我喜欢的?我的梦想?真正的我?
你懂的又有多少呢?
连我都无法了解自己,又能可望谁来了解我呢?
说真的,我们对比此真的有坦白的谈心过吗?
我发现我也不是很了解你。
虽然与你天天聊天,见面,但,感觉上,我们的心以越来越远了。

在我们的爱情里有的不是接受,而是‘忍耐’着对方的个性。 有时候真的很想让你知道我心里的想法。 但,又怕再次让你心碎。 好多次其实想告诉你,我们让这故事画下句点好吗? 可是,偏偏还是忍不下心。
是忍不下心,还是舍不得呢?
我不知道。
我知道是我不好,在爱与不爱之间陡陡转转的。
因为我的优于伤了你。
我会好好想想的,谢谢你肯给我时间。
是我不好,对不起。。对不起。。

亚纶blog 《秋天到夏天,Singapopopore》




亚纶部落各又更新了哦!
要看要看!
《秋天到夏天,Singapopopore》
哈哈!他太可爱了吧!
但,亚纶文笔重是那么好。
想必作文常得奖哦?嗬嗬!
昨天,到了台上就望东望西的,
紧张得不知要说舍么~
哈哈
愁死了~
哈哈!

看了霹靂MIT第二集了!哇!超好看的!
期待第三集!
学校闹鬼?还是有人部下的圈套?
cherry老师要747退出霹靂MIT?李子杰死了,凶手会是谁呢?
007 是否会协助霹靂MIT解开这挡案呢?
期待哦!
加油吧!哈哈哈哈哈!



Fahrenheit auto session at IMM =))






WOW WOW!!
Fahrenheit was here yesterday!
i was like so so so so un describable happy to see them!
especially Aaron!
saw the smile on his face,
满足了。
at least he is smiling deep down from heart.
can see that they really happy about their result!
sad that Jiro wasn't here.
but hope he do recover fast..
and i did a stupid thing la~
i was looking at Aaron till i forgot about Chun man!
LOLS.sorry*
hahas.i was so happy!how i wish the time can just stop when i was on stage with them!!
n very very disappoint with my hands.
not lucky enough to get the orange ball to their Kunion private party today~
hasihh..
too bad,guess i've no lucks with them ba..
只能远远看着他们~
LOLS!.but im really happy i get to see them!and have my ticket n poster signed!
the smile of Aaron still cant vanish from my mind!
happy moments are meant to be memories i guess~
好过没有!

well.but i did not get to stay longer~
cause dar bought his sis n brother in law to IMM to find me.
and they was like chasing us home~
so~didn't get to stay longer =(

aww...
Fahrenheit Fahrenheit~
Fei Lun Hai Fei Lun Hai~
Aaron Aaron Aaron~~

now gonna wait for concert to see them le!
waiting! =))

TC!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING NOEL=))


HAPPY BIRTHDAY NOEL=)

借酒消愁!


WELL,sat celebrated Noel's birthday.
went Tiong Bahru for dinner,den headed back to hougang park to cut cake.
bought some beer to drink.LOLS!
n that day i was like wearing super formal lo!
people asking me.
"you going for wedding dinner ar?"
i was like OMG~
haha!so embarrass.haha!!
well.cut cake r=that time was quite fun la!
Noel kana sabo!
den Qf linda they all start to sabo eat other!
wahahahahx!
had a wonderful day.except for my dress~
haha!
thanks darlings!

more photos to be upload.
will be done when get them from Noel=)

take care!


Friday, November 14, 2008

Love arron!!

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YA LUN IS SO CUTE LA!!!

O! IM FAMOUS?!haha!

MIE!

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interesting ya?haha!
thanks to Noel=)




DAWN


well well.
today is a short day of school.
life skill lesson was canceled,so went home early=)
nothing much la.cause was a short day nah~
later going jogging with Sheena!
darling i miss euu man!haha!

亚纶部落格又更新了!
最近阿布常常更新哦!呵呵!
也许末天应该学学亚纶,早点起床感受一下早晨的感觉,真有亚纶行容的那么好吗?
哈哈。
但,我是个赖床王!起床时都是赶来赶去的。
都没有注意那么多~哈哈!
但,喜欢亚纶写的话

給一個微笑 讓鏡子反射的那個你一整天的信心
給一個微笑 讓第一個見到你的人跟著你微笑
給一個微笑 讓第二的見到你們微笑的人心充滿喜悅
給一個微笑 讓圍繞著你的人跟著在雀躍無憂的音響裡分享無比快樂的早晨

think that's about it?
well well,counting down!
2 days!just 2 days to Fahrenheit Auto Session!
n some more!know what!?Fahrenheit releasing their 3rd album soon!dec i think=)
wow wow!好期待!
saw a news they will be organizing 私人派对on 17 Nov!
i just send out sms to participate~
but is on First Come First Serve basis,and tmr is the date line~
only little chance to get e ticket=(
o..well~

n tomorrow i going out with my darlings again!
miss them so much!
wow!wow!enjoying ya?haha!

TAKE CARE PEOPLE!

Thursday, November 13, 2008

亚纶blog<快乐吗?>



亚纶又到部落格更新了哦!好快好快!
哈哈!
这次是为了地球上的每一个人。
在这忙忙录录的环境中,难免会有压力啊!
向亚纶说的现代的社会人士,大多都是优愁比快乐多。
拥抱可以是最直接表达关心的方式。
让世界的人成为自己的朋友,互相拥抱,给比此力量与关心!
让地球上的每一个人类都不会孤单。

问我快乐吗?
说真的,我不知道。
都有吧?有时觉得好累哦。
快乐的时光终是短占的。
希望大家都能珍惜所拥有的每一个时光。

多3 天!!飞轮海就来狮城了!
好期待哦!!

TAKE CARE =D



what am i thinking?


well.today stayed at home for whole day i guess?
seen the doctor yesterday, was given 2 days MC.
he said i caught a gastric flu..what the hell is that?i dunno~
haha! well well,anyway today also dun need go school,teacher not free.haha!
so dosen't make any difference.LOLS!
now just need a rest at home ba?haha!

aww,life had been difficult,dunno what disrupting me..
i may look ok,but i dunno what is going on inside my mind.
seems like a decision that suppose to be made,but i still can't make up my mind i guess..
what's the problem?what will happen?
so difficult to make decision!i hate myself man!
ROAR!

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

亚纶UPDATE BLOG AGAIN=)《十一月的风》






好快!亚
纶又到部落格更新了!
我也和阿布一样,喜欢冬天。虽然没感受过,但,
从小就好喜欢看雪景,觉得白白的雪就像在天堂一样,好美。换想着那冷冷又下着雪的感觉。
家人,朋友伟着FIREPLACE的感觉,有温馨与满足感,
还有小朋友们到外头堆雪人的快乐!
与心爱的人缓着厚厚又温暖的外套,感受着那凉凉又清新的空气,欣赏那美丽的雪地!画面好美,
感觉好浪漫吧?

呵呵。
会有好多好多的美感与回忆吧?哈哈!
好希望能有哪么一天,让我体验冬天的美 =))

加油咯!

哦!病了~

今天,终觉得很不舒服~
感冒了,好幸苦,好难受哦~
哈哈~

well~
never go for work today~
caught a cold..feeling so unwell.
after school,went back home,got a terrible stomach ache~
felt so weak now~
later gonna go see doctor again.
i hate it la..bored..tot can go back to work n earn money =(
sad sad~

kies!TAKE CARE PEOPLE!

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

霹靂MIT!!



GOSH!
看了霹靂MIT第一集!
超好看的!
亚纶的演技又进步了不少!
很期待第二集哦!
哈哈!
要看哦!

阿布加油!!

WOO! 5 天!多5天哦!!哈哈!
可以看见飞轮海咯!!
超开心的^^
可是一个人去哦~赫赫
没关系,能去就好了=))
加油咯!

TAKE CARE PEOPLE!

Monday, November 10, 2008

arron updated his blog!<<霹靂MIT>>



哇!亚纶update他的部落格了哦!
这次是关于霹靂MIT! 终于终于!台弯终于播出了第一集!
可惜,我还没有极会看~ 超期待的 !!
亚纶的表现一定很不错吧. 他在很努力的学习着。
相信阿布一定能完成他的梦想的!!加油!!
我一定会看的!

哈哈! 多6天!6 天!就是飞轮海的签票会了!
很高兴我终于卖到了票哦!赫赫!
超期待能再度看到飞飞! 由其是亚纶!
哈哈!

听说王东城脚伤越来越严重了。
希望飞轮海能好好照顾自己哦。
加油吧!


TO CALVIN FROM FAHRENHEIT=)


HAPPIE BDAE CALVIN!!