regret

life is so tiring.
im kinna regret re-taking o level again~
i've really no mood to retake now.
im wasting my time n money.
chances of getting good result r not high.
yet,y did i not listen to my frens advice just concentrate on one?
now have to handle ite,o level n even working.
just felt so tired.life are so meaningless..
y cant life be just enjoying?
now seeing my ite friends.
only stress for the test n exams in ite.
after e ite exams?they're free...
y must i also regret in my own decision.
i hate myself for being so useless~
haishh.
struggling~~