quotes

"Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow,

we must fail in order to know,

Sometimes our vision clears only after our eyes are washed away with tears."

假象

从来没真的想过自己会有什么样的反应

直道一切发生了之后

才发现原来心原来可以那么的痛 那么的酸

最近的猜疑 最近最不想面对的话题

每当你们靠近 心里越是忐忑不安

像刀子般刺进心里 直接跌入谷底

我也一直以为自己很坚强 说服自己如果有那么一天

我一定能够承受一切 能够很坦然的面对

但事实证明 酸 痛 哭 ， 我没想象中勇敢

以前曾经有过的经历 曾经度过的伤心

我以为这一次的我 一样可以比以前更坦然

却发现 一次比一次更难

脸上的微笑 也只是伪装洒脱的假象

今天 心情非常低落

不能 也没资格埋怨

因为我从来就没有真的坦然过自己的感觉

是我没努力过 所以没资格说什么

或许默默爱你 也是一种错误

那只是场梦

不该不放手 最后低不过现实的作弄

梦终究会醒 再怎么坚持想抓住

最终还是等于零

一切发生得太快了 天真的我以为还能做些什么的

现在 你都坦白爱上了她 我有什么办法？

好难受 想哭的冲动

心情一直没办法平静

爱好难 放手更难

你快乐就好 其他的并不重要

-祝福-

你编制的感觉难以捉摸 你比我的梦境还困惑

Super random

Oh well,

School have been super stress these days.

"Chiong-ing" Projects, study for tests,

Prepare for presentations..ect~

Seriously took up all my time =(

I want MOVIESSS! I want Despicable me!

I want The Blood Pledge! I want 9 Temple!

I want Toy Story! I want so many, so many MOVIES!

but sadly, currently no time, no money ='(

Even no time for gathering too..

So, this is POLY LIFE i guess?

Miss My Old Days.

These week i've been

staying in school for almost everyday for Projects & CCAs

Flash Mob practices are fun too!

The "Samba" dance are really interesting!

but tiring and im really a dancing noob ><.

English Presentation TMR!

Super nervous, serious,

this time is really more scary

than the previous few presentation ><.

Have to wear formal too ~

I hate this, ZOMG!

PMP Practical Test Tmr, and im yet to study!

Some more Exam is round the corner!

31 Aug,1 Sep,6 Sep!

After all these torturing papers,

will be my wonderful holidays!

At least there's something to look forward to ^^

But i'll be looking forward to the YOG break first!

hahaha!

If that's your choice,i've got nothing else to say.

Just thought that you deserve a better one.

现在的你 比从前快乐 还是

是我没真的认识过 真实的你？

I would wish for a 24 hours sleep now.

Like Seriouslyyyy.LOL

NIGHTSSSSS!

一个人虽然孤单 但很自由

untrue

"21 days make a habit"

So if i learn to reject looking at you for 21 days,

reject searching for you for 21 days,

reject to get updates about you for 21 days,

Reject the urge to talk to you for 21 days

and even reject to miss you for 21 days,

Can i make it a habit of not thinking about you after all the 21 days?

the more i unfold the more im confuse about this feeling.

izzit just my habit to like you?

这样的感觉是习惯还是爱?

Well, it doesn't really matters anymore.

Im gonna learn to forget this unrealistic feelings.

I know you're not the one,

i just dunno what keeps me holding on till now.

am i being untrue to myself?

=（

Quite a lot happening this week.

Let me summaries with my photos^^

Well, had a great Zoo outing with clique :)

It really changes a lot, it's really been years since i last went.

LOLS!

took loads of pictures and had crazy fun!

LOVE YOU GIRLSSSS♥

And thanks Ei Thu and her bf

who brought us to Myanmar restaurant

to try Myanmar foods ^^

Appreciate, it's nice but so spicy luh..

all of us lip become 2 big sausage in the end =.="

LOLS!

And finally the July Babies Birthday Celebration!

Hope you all love this =D

and not forgetting our class photos ^^

well, schools been tiring.

Not only the endless projects, but also the test =.="

Well done to me to screw up my PMP test today.

Next week more practical test coming up,

and presentation tmr & Tues.

Good Luck To Me =(

我的感受 你在乎吗？

专心被你爱是一种奢侈

These few days in world cup mood ^^

Should have bet with her! Yesterday Holland won!

TSK,wasted! LOLS!

today's match 感觉会很有看头!

Spain vs Germany!

Germany is good this year,

but the octopus says Spain will win!

Germany really gives a lot of unexpectedness this year.

In fact, this year's world cup like kinna upside down.LOLS!

most of the strong teams out =.="

Actually,today den i know there's actually octopus prediction!

so cute luh ! Shall see how accurate it is today =D SPAIN!

Well, something happen

i dun like it when things turn out to be like this.

I always tot we could really walk through together.

No matter what now,

everyone of you all are still the same in my heart,

i dun wish to lose anyone of you.

I hate myself not being able to help up, im so useless =(

Is giving up the only solution now?

Schools been tiring, i hate waking up early =X

projects projects & endless projects again.

Im getting sick of it.OMG!

But great singing session this week ^^

Monday & Tuesday, loves you all!

If only i can read what's on your mind,

& see how i look like from your eyes.

Well, can't wait for Saturday!

We're going to the Zoo Zoo Zoo..

How about you you you?

you can come too too too..

We going to the Zoo Zoo Zoo! ^^

或许世上根本就没有永恒 曾经相信的全都是假象

Bye MCD

Oh, well.

Im officially out of mcd like finally..

but however, loads of memories i had there are still kept inside my heart.

First part time job, First time interact with customers

First time get scolded for nothing, and cried just because of ridiculous customers.

and learn all the skills there and got chance to promote.

and the first time receiving complimentary letters.

And most importantly the friends i've made in mcd.

There's so much so much memories in these 5 years.

Joanna & Jun Jie, the 3 crazy CLs in mcd.

I miss the time we work hard together just to complete CLDP

and hang around mcd store room/chiller/Freezer after work,

stay back and do FOC work together, heading to " 老地方"

after work to complain about the working day.

Im sorry, i didn't manage to wait for you all to leave together =(

but hope we can still meet up as usual,alright?

I miss the days busying in the kitchen,

wrapping burgers, cooking patties, serving, busy running around like mad in mcd.

I miss the aunties gossiping , joking and the laughters we had in the kitchen.

I miss crew outings, i miss memorising the SOCs and people nagging me about procedures.

I miss opening the DK, i miss the fun i had while working with all my friends there =(

After hearing so much, actually i wanted to stay on,

but i seriously dunno how to use this position to continue staying..

after lossing in touch for so long..rusty~

Now i realise why did i held on for so long, there's really too much memories,

too much things i dun bear to give up.

But time left me no choice, i got to give up one side for sure.

Thanks for everything , i've really learn a lot in mcd..

Thanks to all who guide me through these 5 years,

The managers, The CLs, The Crews ^^

It will always be my greatest memories in my working life.

and i will miss CPP MCD for sure.

.Im loving it.

世界上最远的距离

世界上最远的距离

不是 生与死

而是 我站在你面前

你不知道我爱你

世界上最远的距离

不是 我站在你面前

你不知道我爱你

而是 爱到痴迷

却不能说我爱你

世界上最远的距离

不是 我不能说我爱你

而是 想你痛彻心脾

却只能深埋心底

世界上最远的距离

不是 我不能说我想你

而是 彼此相爱

却不能够在一起

世界上最远的距离

不是 彼此相爱

却不能够在一起

而是明知道真爱无敌

却装作毫不在意

世界上最远的距离

不是 树与树的距离

而是 同根生长的树枝

却无法在风中相依

世界上最远的距离

不是 树枝无法相依

而是 相互了望的星星

却没有交汇的轨迹

世界上最远的距离

不是 星星之间的轨迹

而是 纵然轨迹交汇

却在转瞬间无处寻觅

世界上最远的距离

不是 瞬间便无处寻觅

而是 尚未相遇

便注定无法相聚

breaking dawn

Well Done Jerlyn Yong

for screwing up your GD paper!

LOLS, actually quite okie..

just that im really such a noob ><.

i did not read the question paper carefully.

We are only suppose to do 3 question in last section but end up i did all.

and teacher say she will pick the first 3 =(

which i've no confidence on it.Super angry with myself

Hopefully can still pass *pray hard*

well, common test is over.

But a handful of projects incomplete yet.

Guess will be another busy week next week.LOLS!

and yesterday's "eclipse" was a great one.

Can't wait for "breaking dawn" ><.

Thanks Joanna for the accompany ^^

behind every "i dun care anymore"

is the hidden "i miss you even more"

想你痛彻心脾 却只能深埋心底

爱到痴迷 却不能说我爱你

somehow, i love today =)

nights peeps!

原来我们活在两个世界

unspoken

There's so much words left unspoken.