Jerlyn In The Wonderland

It's like 2 am now and im still awake.
i guess im turning into night owl now~
Well, this is funny
i always said i got no feel to blog,
but i will always tend to log in to blogger to blog :/
In this hour, besides com, i dunno what else to do

This feeling is getting strong these days
I always thought i can always stay strong alone.
but now i realise how coward am i to be afraid of loneliness.
But it's a really great thing in this world to have friends around
how awesome can life be without friends?
thanks , and i always cherish the friendship i have :D

Well, new drama on marathon now
星光下的童话 it's quite a funny drama actually
although it's cast by the newbies, the plot of this show is rather...==
but i still enjoys it :)
I so got the feeling,我也想度假嘛~
everyone was like really enjoying holidays
going on vacations bla bla bla~
looking at the photos in FB really makes me jealous.
ME WANT VACATION TOO!~

爱你 我失去勇气
想你 只能在心里
忘记你 我想 我还需要练习
time will heal everything
but how long will it takes?

i feel like having a 24 hour kbox session
i feel like singing till my throat broke
till the dawn breaks, till the mic burst
My emotions have been so random these few days
I just wanna SING IT OUT LOUD :(

okie, i know..im kinna random ==
i guess im tired, off to my wonderland now
Nights :)

世上最残酷的恐怕是时间 捆住人一切却还在向前

Leon

HAPPY 24th BIRTHDAY BRO BRO♥
LOVES

puɐʇsɹǝpun noʎ ɟı

If only i can turn back time
i would have taken every single chances i had seriously.
20 seems to be too late for everything i want now.
the dreams seems to be so far away.
Recalling my past,disappointment is what i felt.
someone said,
if only there's a rewind, pause,s top,play button in life,
everything will be much more easier.
Somehow,i agree with it in this situations~
but if your life is going according to what you've plan it to be,
it will be rather meaningless~ One thing interesting about life is
you have to explore what will happen next.
The excitement of moving on to explore your life.
am i right to say that?
( can see how hesitating am i)

"choices is in your hands,there's isn't right or wrong,
it's how you gonna handle the wrong to make it right."

words are easy to be said, it really take lots of faith,courage
& perseverance to be done.
I think this is the really important thing that im lacking~
faith, courage and persistence.
where can i find these? :(

眼前的世界 感觉好模糊
看不到现在 看不到未来
有时候真的希望一切都能从来一次
好好珍惜有过的机会 不要轻易放手
或许现在就会 不一样了

Sometimes, i just really hate how i've lead my life.
Im ruining my own life in my own hands.but well~
Im not gonna give up now, but i hope time dun stop me too.
at least give me a chance to try to turn over my life, alright?
sometimes, you just need someone to really listens,
and you can really talk to & voice out beside you.
thanks for the accompany today Audrey.

習慣難受 習慣思念 習慣等你
可是却一直沒有習慣看不到你
it's just a crush but why izzit so difficult to get over it?

im just a little tired now
mentally & physically~
if you dun understand this post,
dun be surprise.
because, i might not understand too XD
Nights :)

感情的戲, 我沒演技

illusions

Yuppe yuppe,
last wed watch "Alice In The Wonderland"
thumbs up :) i love it~ lalalalala!
and had great great night at rebel too :)
next another movie "how train your dragon"
WOO~i really love this movie!
"toothless" the dragon is so freaking damn cute lahh~
the whole movie will make you go "WOW"
and had neo-print madness taking with shirley jj & joanna !LOLS!
had great days!

Friday is a really = = day
wasted my trip all the way to farrer park and
den realise im not on schedule that day :(
Panda is so bad keep laughing through phone~
even when we meet for lunch,she's still laughing :(
so bad~ LOLS!
next meet up with joanna and catch another movie
"diary of a wimpy kid"
okie, i find this show funny and lame~
is not to what i expected it to be actually :/
LOLS! den headed to 老地方 slack~
miss our old daysss

sat & sun working is like super nightmare
broke the record, went home at 11 30 ==
even missed the last train, was like what the shit man~
im getting lazy to blog actually.
so the way i blog will tend to change here and there.
i think im changing blogging home soon~
maybe maybe maybe~
someone is flying again~
那支熊猫还真会飞啊
enjoy your trip :)

茫茫人海 还在寻找
寻找曾经习惯寻找的那个影子
time flies, memory fade,
but the feeling still remains
-in the illusion of you-

if only i got the power to turn back time
i will change myself.
Everything seems so late in the age of 20 :/
the feeling is strong, i hate myself.
In what sense? i dunno.

走一步又一步 才发现饶了个圈 走了好几遍又回到原点

woo

Woots,
catching "Alice In The Wonderland" tmr
it's like so finally :)
hopefully everything goes on smoothly,
dun pop up another "no more tickets" thingy again *sweat
and yuppe yuppe
gonna enjoy a good good night with the girls tmr
it's been long since i last went.
But too bad,
im still restricted to drink because of some reason :/

This promotion is really like HELL
im so sick of doing all those redemption now :/
Glad that i can actually skip these few days of work XD
OFF DAYS sounds so COOL & feels so GOOD!

You're always revolving around my mind
when i dun even know why
sick,this is getting scary and im really crazy

i starting to hesitate again
where my life gonna bring me to?
Maybe im just tired
dunno what rubbish im writing now
Nights Peeps

那只是场梦 不该不放手 最后底不过 现实的作弄

what's going on?

Boo Hoo
had great movie marathon on Thrusday again :)
Wanted to catch "Alice In The Wonderland" with lawrence,
but end up missed it :(
watch "being human" in the end
Well, quite a meaningful and funny show.
Next, meet up with Audrey,LT & ZC.
watched "remember me" and had our crazy ice cream madness meal XD
the movie was quite okie , but seriously i hate the ending :(
but overall still okie~





Marina Barrage Night Picnic on friday :D
COOL YEA~
had great great time with babes and hunks!
and not forgetting KIKI XD hahahaha!
but the weather ain't very good~
if not, the outing would be better XD


Sat is our class BBQ :D
finally took some photos, but sadly
not everyone turns up.
But still, we had great time at the gathering XD



Even if my heart knows the answer
im still pinching that little hope
but sadly, it still turn out to be a disappointment

Busy Busy March holidays.
Money almost gone.. still outings awaits
These few days dunno what happens to me man :/
Im not feeling well, tsk tsk~
小毛病还真多

Now i realise how comfortable my bed is after these 3 nights.
LOLS!
off to bed. Nights peeps :)

maybe you're just my imagination

SIEW CHING

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIEW CHING ♥
LOVES YOUU

就是这样

yuppe yuppe, here again :)
went to IT fair with B&H on Friday~
didn't manage to shop much because of the crowd
and because we're late XD hahaha!
& something happen that make my heart jumps out~
Thanks to NOEL TAN, if not my pocket will suffer XD


New promotions started.
Here comes the NIGHTMARES again.
Every Night till 11 plus was like what the shit man~
tired like shit already
still need to tolerate all those nonsense from some customers
First 2 days already like that
how are we gonna survive for 2 months ==

Oh well,
Had great time with Audrey today too
Movies, manpuku-ing, cycling :D
"Nodame Cantabile" was a cool movie (Y)
im so excited for part 2 XD
"dear john" i find it quite okie..
touching only towards the ending i guess!
thumbs up for today's movie marathon ^^
i haven watch "Alice In The Wonderland" anyone?

phewww
how i wish i can also fly~
so many friends in overseas now.
Super envy them man~
Sat 1 fly off, sun 2 fly off.
Today 1 fly off. Tmr another again.
Why am i not the one..Money Money where are you?
LOLS!

No matter how impossible it can be
you're still always on my mind

家里突然好多病人，搞的大家好忙 ==
Tell me how quiet can a night be at 2.30 am?
i really can't stand the unique "music" of his.
Just one night, just bear with it.
I can't imagine how mum tolerates every night ==
LOLS!
Nights peeps :)

没有你在 我很好 没有我爱 你更好

MINDY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MINDY! ♥

Updates

I'm trying my best to find my blogging feel back.
LOLS.

It was a fun gathering at sentosa.
The Sun, the sand and the Sea.
& of coz friend's accompanies XD
Had a great great time. Shall we go again?
i'll love to sun tan this time ^^ hoo hooo~


not forgetting about Monday's gathering at YX house too :)
Had great time playing POOL
Singing KTV..& playing Table Tennis ^^
3 In 1 day! yeah!
that part when YX burst into tears really scare us off.
LOLS~ dun worry YX!
we will still miss you & your irritating-ness
dun worry >< ! LOLS!

Today morning meet up with sheena to send YX's flight.
How i wish im the one who's leaving to other country for studies or attachment.
I once had that chance, but i've missed it :/
No point pondering over it now ~
Had breakfast before we left the airport!~
BK breakfast was shiok-ness..WOO!~

Next, after a rest at home.
Meet up with Audrey for some beach walk.
and den Amily, ZC and LT for movie after that.
Summer days :)

Im feeling really weird today.
Super No Mood. Im sorry if im a little emo today.
I dunno what happen~
Im tired but i can't sleep, im feeling sad but i can't cry out,
i find it funny but im not laughing.
Im really damn weird today :/

The more i get, The more i want
Everything from you, it's never enough

im off to bed..
Nights :)

I think im falling for you.

Graduated :)

Yuppe, finally i've graduated :)
but seriously, i dun have any graduating feeling.
my mind was telling me that "Next week i got school"
when my friend was asking me whether im available XD
LOLS!
i've forgotten about taking class photos too :(
is like what the shit man.
I've waited so many hours for my camera to be charged before i go to bed.
But end up never take any.
my collections will not be complete anymore.
2 years ITE life with no class photo :/
kanna sians~

and Yuppe!
Had great gathering sessions
with babes and hunks & others these few days :)

White tangerine with Eileen


Random outing with Lawrence and Mindy

we are super funny.
go all the way to YISHUN
to meet and went all the way back to
Sengkang & Hougang ==

BBQ chicken dinner with B&H

and another Mcd dinner :)

Woots~
and there will be more going on and on
throughout this march with friends too
Busy Busy March XD
Woo Hoo-sss~

I've never wanted it to end up this way.
maybe this is how it meant to be.
就算只是生命里的插曲
我相信 你也会是最美丽的那一段

End of ITE life,
New chapters awaits :)
im waiting!

心情歌曲：就想赖着你

i have the feeling

The urge is back again.
But that sums really makes me @@
GO = all gone
Not GO = Regret
Well Well.
the funny part is my parents.
i told them 1 sentence,
they replied me in 2 hours with what i dun wish to hear ==
tsk tsk
but i dun wanna regret :(
can i have a instant pay job? LOLS

Actually i hate myself too
whatever i do i've always been hesitating too much
and it will always turn up to be empty.
But i believe everything happens for a reasons.
Be it good or bad,
the important thing is the lesson that learn at the end :)

Even if loving you is the wrong decision
i'll have no regrets
because the love do exist.

This week gonna be a busy one.
Last week of school,
oh, i'll really miss it.
Just hope that i can have the last memory in this school.
I wanna take photos XD hohohohoho
就让照片成为我们在这校园里画下的完美句点

soul lost, brain's dead.
I've lost my way again ==
Nights peeps

遇见你 认识你 喜欢你 爱上你