hais.these few daes busy studyin.
i've putted in so much effort
but i neva tot tat it would end up like tizz.
last week chem paper.
i did finished e paper.
nn i still hab some confidence in it.
but after moi fren tot miie all moi answers were wrong.....
wad can i do?
turn back time??if i can~
mon.english paper.
paper 1 ish okie.
but paper 2 ish damn difficult can.gone case i think~
maths?paper 1 okie.but no faith in moi own answer.
n paper 2?also gone case.cause i dun hab e tym to complete it.
nn e art paper.
damn it!i neva complete it!even moi oonli hope fer art.
now?everything gone.
can i still get into e poly ii wan?
i dunno.chances will b veri veri veri small i think.
wad can i do?.im realli veri veri tired.
just feel like sleepin nn dun ever wake up.
i dun dare to face moi results.
although ive told moi frens tat i've prepared fer e worst.
but im not.....
i've studied veri hard fer it.
i neva tot it will turn up like tiz..
hais.im afraid to face moi results nn exams.
though i still hab 2 papers to go on.
but.chances r veri small.
i regreted nort retakin moi chinese.
at least still got a hope fer A2 or B3.
regrett..seriously..
ya.i admit tat im playful nn lazy at times.
but i still spend most ob moi time in studies.
realli hate tiz feelin..
wo bu gan xin.
im now veri veri tired.feel like givin up everything in life.
but i cant.
moi parents put hopes on miie nn i get tiz kinna result to reward dem?
i cant b so selfish.
wad to do?
plan fer which ite to go?or thinkin ob retain?
im afraid even ite dun accept miie.hais.
hope to get into poly.pray hard~
hais..
now just study hard fer e other 2 subjects.
hopefully it will gain back moi confidence.
persist on?guess i've no choice.
jia you bahx!
xiaoyann.
